So just over a week till the big date and since micah is in hastings for drill till the 24th i've been trying to make sure i have everything in order. i've cleaned the apartment some and finished putting sawyer's room together. i have the hospital bag packed and i've practiced putting the car seat in the car. it's getting very exciting i just hope she doesn't decide to come early so micah won't be gone, but he was able to drive his own car instead of going on the convoy with the rest of his unit so he'll be able to speed home to us if need be. we'll see what happens and what i can accomplish this week and whether or not i'll be up for working because i'm scheduled to work through friday. i would like to to have a little extra money and though i've been feeling really good for the most part i keep getting this weird pressure in my chest that makes me kind of dizzy and it's hard to breathe. i didn't go in to work on friday because of it.
it's a scary yet wonderfully exciting feeling of thinking about little sawyer and what she'll look like and how she'll act. i finished the bumper pad today (i forgot to sew in the middle ties :S) and i was just staring at the put together crib. i'm a little afraid of being able to provide for all her needs and being a good mom but meeting her is over-shadowing it.