update

sorry it's been awhile for an update!

this past week has been very busy. well the whole month has really but i'm just going to talk about the week. saturday micah and i went to my cousin's wedding (on my mom's side) and micah was able to meet a little bit more of my mom's family. it was fun but kind of a long day driving 2 or so hours there and back on the same day. over all it was fun
then sunday we got to go to church for the first time in 2 weeks yay for that i like going to church so it's sad not be able to go.

sunday night i recieved a big shock my brother calls me (he never calls) saying my father was found in his trailor dead. i just saw him at easter so i wasn't expecting that news at all. on wednesday the doctors say he had a heart attack then fell and hit his head they didn't find him until 7 on sunday evening. it was especially hard on my mother and sister. things with my dad hadn't been good for awhile and the biggest thing that hurts me with it is it wasn't resolved. but it seems that maybe he was starting to find some peace which is comforting at least.

monday mom and dad arrived for a visit, it was really nice. i was pretty nervous about them coming but i really enjoyed them once they were here. micah and dad got to go golfing and play racquet ball we played pool two nights and micah and i won most of the games but it would have been fun either way. we watched some movies and played some cards games. a very sucessful visit despite the time.

so throughout their visit we were trying to keep in with input for my fathers memorial service. which was kind of hard because it's 4 hours away and some of my family was being difficult but in the end it all worked out. the memorial service there was on thursday and though it was a hard day it was good. my grandpa is finally giving up on bickering and the rest of the family wants to break down the walls that were built up from the tension of my father and the rest of my immediate family. the day had some very hard moments but it was an enjoyable time for the most part spent with family.

well on to baby news i'm 27 weeks 28 tomorrow which is the start for the 3rd trimester! micah and i picked out a name for our little girl on the way. Sawyer Maelynn (soi-yur may-lin) the middle name is kind of like two separate names lol i know weird but we like so if you don't get over it. lol things seem to be going well she is very active, kicking and moving all the time, i can definately tell when she sleeps now though, gives me a break. i have my appointment the 8th and i have to do the blood sugar test i heard it taste nasty so we'll see how it goes. pretty sure i'll have no problem with it though but i don't believe any of my family has had the gestational diabeties and my blood pressure has always been healthy

well i guess thats all for now