Life with a baby

Sorry we haven't had an update.
So changing to life with a baby really has been easy. almost seems too easy. Sawyer really is wonderful. She's mostly happy, hardly ever cries, eats great (i am breast feeding and was worried how it would go but it's super easy) and sleeps really well, sleeping anywhere between 4 to 7 hours at night which i guess is amazing for a baby this new. Sawyer really isn't too demanding. She is a little fussy every now and then but it's only when she's had gas or when she really wants her binky, which she LOVES. She is all about her binky! It's definitely nice because if she's upset at all you just give her the binky and she's perfectly fine, or pick her up and hold her, she loves to be held. She makes great faces and noises all the time. It's fun just watching and listening to her. She can be a squirmer and moves a lot but at the same time is very calm. I just look at her all the time thinking how beautiful and wonderful she is. It's so unreal that she's even here really. Sometimes i don't even remember going through labor or can even believe that it happened. When i first saw her i was in complete disbelief. Really labor wasn't too terribly bad in my mind, the stitches are what are awful! I hate them! but I'll deal with them because I now have a great daughter. that's another thing saying i have a daughter, actually saying it, is so weird too me. It's hard to think of myself as a parent. It's true but it's just so hard to grasp that fact! But things have been great besides money but thats something i'm not wanting to talk about here or stress about. love you all